Reality Check By The Authentic Scribbler

It took some time but I came around

Inside I know that even though my existence matters,

I can’t chop and change every chance I get to chase away my biggest and most respected fear

I’d say it’s a lesson

I’ve taken on a journey to travel back and forth

Fighting the sudden urge to confront you about my made mistakes

I’m still learning; believe me when i say sense not only knocked me down

But woke me up too… I’ve been in great comfort of what I’m used to

But as days and hours pass by, as hard and dreadful as it is

I’m learning the ability to accept that no matter what my expectations entail,

Reality takes the seat

Not only does communication reach the heart but it affects sanity too

I am crippled inside because I consider myself one who should get a certain doze

Of a measured amount of attention as it’s a necessity that helps one go by

I’ve learnt to swallow rock solid pain when I know I have an option; to refine it

I take it I am entitled to training and no preparation has led one to filled bushes

I’m strong enough to admit I hate change

But I’ve come around to accepting all that can’t be changed!